The Craziness Of Being In Love…
First it starts with an amazingly memorable proposal. Your future husband catches you off guard by sitting in a patio chair one second and bending down on one knee the next. Then he presents you with a ring that you could’ve only imagined in your dreams…the perfect ring for you…without EVER having asked what your preference was. Then, after he’s asked you the ultimate question, you shout out an emphatic YES!!! and then hold each other for what seems to be an eternity, but is actually only 30 seconds….complete and utter joy…
THEN…you’re at it…off like an annoyed dog on the trail of a menacing cat…planning your wedding (weddings in my case) like a mad woman. You book the venues, you ask your dear one’s to stand up with you, you find a person who can legally marry you and you say to yourself “I’ve got lots of time…” Before you know it, it’s bloody March and only 20 weeks until your wedding!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Am I panicking…only ever so slightly…keeping my cool like a bowl of ice cream on a summer day in Phoenix…do I have reason to panic? Not so much, no. Actually, we met with our wedding planner who we’ve hired to help us out the month before the wedding and the day of and she informed me that I’m doing very well in getting things crossed off my list…yay me! yay us! Do I feel like I should be panicking…ab-so-friggin’-lutely!!! Because about 7 months ago, I still had a whole year!!! Now…20 flippin’ weeks! However, all of this - the planning, the payments, the busy-ness, the compromising, the craziness, etc. will be so worth it when I walk through those double doors and practically sprint down the isle to get to him and marry him. Because, isn’t that what it’s all about, committing your life to that person and having them commit theirs to you…sigh…I can’t wait.
And all of this planning is worth it…totally worth it…but sometimes you just need to remind yourself of that…
So…memo to me, I guess